Prayer Journal 1/07/02
Well, I found out today that the most likely result from the biopsy is that I have lymphoma. I don’t know what exactly that means, nor do I know what the treatment for it is. Lord, I know that You are the God of healing, and that You delight in healing Your children. I come to You tonight and ask You to heal me. I ask that this cancer be completely removed from my body supernaturally, and that there be nothing left of it. I pray that no surgery, medications, or radiation treatment be necessary for me, but that I be completely healed of this. Lord, I don’t know what purpose You have, but I believe that there is some great purpose for this whole ordeal. I don’t know what will end of it, but I know and am persuaded that You are in absolute control over whatever happens. The outcome is not of utmost concern to me, as that whatever happens, it will magnify You and glorify You and reveal Your great love and mercy and grace to the world. I thank You for the comfort and peace that I have, and I look forward eagerly to see what it is that You will do about all of this. Lord, I am scared, but at the same time, I know You are in control. Thank You for that assurance. If I die, I end up with You. If I live, I can serve and glorify You. I like life on this planet, but I am not so attached to it that I would be upset to leave! I love You more than I love my life. I want Your purpose and will to be fulfilled in my life. Right now, I am more uncertain of what will happen than anything else. I want so desperately for You to heal me. Thank You for Your abundant grace, which is sufficient for me! in the glory of this grace and in the name of Jesus, I thank You and pray…Amen!
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