Prayer Journal 1/09/02
Father God, I thank You for the incredible peace that I had all day today. I didn’t experience any pain today, and for that I praise Your holy name. I thank You that I don’t have cancer, and now Lord, I ask You to completely remove this tumor that is inside of me. I pray that You will totally destroy it without a single cut being made in my body. I don’t want to have my bones broken, and I don’t want to have to be cut open and spend nearly a month in recovery from this whole thing. I know that having it taken out would be a blessing, but having it supernaturally destroyed would be a miracle and it could only bring glory to You. Lord, I know that the wisdom of man is foolishness to You, and I see that truth played out in the doctor antics that I have experienced over the last few weeks.
Lord, if nothing more comes of this whole thing than bringing me back to a place where prayer becomes a vital priority in my life, it will have served its purpose beyond comprehension. If You decide to remove it from me without surgery, it will glorify You and it will add more to my ever growing testimony of all the wonders that You do. Lord, I feel I am being selfish when I ask You to remove it, but I also know that You long to see Your children be blessed. You delight in giving me my desires, as long as they are according to Your will. I want to know that if and when I am healed, that the glory will go solely to You. I believe that will happen, but if there is anything in me that needs to change before it can happen, by all means, change me, Lord! I want to be made whole again. I want to breathe normally, and not have to worry or even wonder if it might hurt. I miss being completely free from pain, and I don’t know that I really remember what it feels like. Right now, I am in far less pain than I have been for the past few months, and I thank You so much for that. I pray that this tumor be gone right now, and that when You choose to remove it, that I will know beyond any doubt that it has been removed. Lord, I thank You for everything that You do and everything that You will do for me. You are so wonderful! I love You and I thank You and pray in Jesus’ name…Amen!
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