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Devotional 07-12-09

Seek the LORD while He may be found, Call upon Him while He is near. Let the wicked forsake his way, And the unrighteous man his thoughts; Let him return to the LORD, And He will have mercy on him; And to our God, For He will abundantly pardon. “For My thoughts are not your thoughts, nor are your ways My ways,” says the LORD. “For as the heavens are higher than the earth, So are My ways higher than your ways, And My thoughts than your thoughts.”

I will praise You with my whole heart; Before the gods I will sing praises to You. I will worship toward Your holy temple, And praise Your name For Your lovingkindness and Your truth; For You have magnified Your word above all Your name.

How can a young man cleanse his way? By taking heed according to Your word…Your word have I hidden in my heart, That I might not sin against You.

I have not departed from the commandment of His lips; I have treasured the words of His mouth More than my necessary food.

Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places in Christ, just as He chose us in Him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and without blame before Him in love, having predestined us to adoption as sons by Jesus Christ to Himself, according to the good pleasure of His will, to the praise of the glory of His grace, by which He made us accepted in the Beloved.

Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new.

For this reason, I bow my knees to the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, from whom the whole family in heaven and earth is named…that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith; that you, being rooted and grounded in love may be able to comprehend with all the saints what is the width and length and depth and height — to know the love of Christ which passes knowledge; that you may be filled with all the fullness of God. Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that works in us, to Him be glory in the church by Christ Jesus to all generations, forever and ever.

Therefore, whether you eat or drink, or whatever you do, do all to the glory of God.

I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that you present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable to God, which is your reasonable service. And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God.

But what things were gain to me, these I have counted loss for Christ. Yet indeed I also count all things loss for the excellence of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord, for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and count them as rubbish, that I may gain Christ and be found in Him, not having my own righteousness, which is from the law, but that which is through faith in Christ, the righteousness which is from God by faith.

But God, who is rich in mercy, because of His great love with which He loved us, even when we were dead in trespasses, made us alive together with Christ (by grace you have been saved), and raised us up together, and made us sit together in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus, that in the ages to come He might show the exceeding riches of His grace in His kindness toward us in Christ Jesus. For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves, it is the gift of God, not of works, lest anyone should boast.

Not that I have already attained, or am already perfected, but I press on, that I may lay hold of that for which Christ Jesus has also laid hold of me. Brethren, I do not count myself to have apprehended; but one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead, I press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus…that I may know Him and the power of His resurrection, and the fellowship of His sufferings, being conformed to His death, if, by any means, I may attain to the resurrection from the dead.

Finally, brethren, whatever things are true, whatever things are noble, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report, if there is any virtue and if there is anything praiseworthy — meditate on these things.

Turn away my eyes from looking at worthless things, And revive me in Your way…Open my eyes, that I may see Wondrous things from Your law…Make me understand the way of Your precepts; So shall I meditate on Your wonderful works…Oh, how I love Your law! It is my meditation all the day…And I will delight myself in Your commandments, Which I love, My hands also I will lift up to Your commandments, Which I love, And I will meditate on Your statutes…Direct my steps by Your word, And let no iniquity have dominion over me…Your word is a lamp to my feet And a light to my path…My eyes fail from seeking Your salvation And Your righteous word…My soul faints for Your salvation, But I hope in Your word…Blessed are the undefiled in the way, Who walk in the law of the LORD! Blessed are those who keep His testimonies, Who seek Him with the whole heart!

Blessed is the man Who walks not in the counsel of the ungodly, Nor stands in the path of sinners, Nor sits in the seat of the scornful; But his delight is in the law of the LORD, And in His law he meditates day and night. He shall be like a tree Planted by the rivers of water, That brings forth its fruit in its season, Whose leaf also shall not wither; And whatever he does shall prosper.

Bless the LORD, O my soul; And all that is within me, bless His holy name! Bless the LORD, O my soul, And forget not all His benefits..

Search me, O God, and know my heart; Try me, and know my anxieties; And see if there is any wicked way in me, And lead me in the way everlasting.

Oh, give thanks to the LORD, for He is good! For His mercy endures forever. Oh, give thanks to the God of gods! For His mercy endures forever. Oh, give thanks to the Lord of lords! For His mercy endures forever.

Praise the LORD! Praise God in His sanctuary; Praise Him in His mighty firmament! Praise Him for His mighty acts; Praise Him according to His excellent greatness! Praise Him with the sound of the trumpet; Praise Him with the lute and harp! Praise Him with the timbrel and dance; Praise Him with stringed instruments and flutes! Praise Him with loud cymbals, Praise Him with clashing cymbals! Let everything that has breath praise the LORD. Praise the LORD!

Sources:
Isaiah 55:6-9
Psalm 138:1-2
Psalm 119:9, 11
Job 23:12
Ephesians 1:3-6
2 Corinthians 5:17
Ephesians 3:14-15,17-21
1 Corinthians 10:31
Romans 12:1-2
Philippians 3:7-9
Ephesians 2:4-9
Philippians 3:12-14, 10-11
Philippians 4:8
Psalm 119:37, 18, 27, 97, 47-48, 133, 105, 123, 81, 112, 1-2
Psalm 1:1-3
Psalm 103:1-2
Psalm 139:23-24
Psalm 136:1-3
Psalm 150

Hope – First Sunday of Advent

Today is the first Sunday of Advent. This is a time set aside for both remembering the First Coming and anticipating the Second Coming of Christ. As I’ve done a bit more reading on the topic, I realize that there are a variety of methods for commemorating Advent. I’ll stick with what we’re doing at my church fellowship.

In this first Sunday of Advent, the focus is Hope. We lit the Hope Candle this morning, which represents the Patriarchs of the faith. Hope is a funny thing. Hopelessness is possibly one of most insidious enemies of true Christian joy. What does the Bible tell us about hope?

“Turn back, my daughters, go–for I am too old to have a husband. If I should say I have hope, [if] I should have a husband tonight and should also bear sons,” – (Ruth 1:12)

“For we [are] aliens and pilgrims before You, As [were] all our fathers; Our days on earth [are] as a shadow, And without hope.” – (1 Chronicles 29:15)

“And Shechaniah the son of Jehiel, one of the sons of Elam, spoke up and said to Ezra, “We have trespassed against our God, and have taken pagan wives from the peoples of the land; yet now there is hope in Israel in spite of this.” – (Ezra 10:2)

“[Is] not your reverence your confidence? And the integrity of your ways your hope?” – (Job 4:6)

“So the poor have hope, And injustice shuts her mouth.” – (Job 5:16)

“”What strength do I have, that I should hope? And what [is] my end, that I should prolong my life?” – (Job 6:11)

“The caravans of Tema look, The travelers of Sheba hope for them.” – (Job 6:19)

“”My days are swifter than a weaver’s shuttle, And are spent without hope.” – (Job 7:6)

“So [are] the paths of all who forget God; And the hope of the hypocrite shall perish,” – (Job 8:13)

“And you would be secure, because there is hope; Yes, you would dig [around you, and] take your rest in safety.” – (Job 11:18)

“But the eyes of the wicked will fail, And they shall not escape, And their hope–loss of life!”" – (Job 11:20)

“”For there is hope for a tree, If it is cut down, that it will sprout again, And that its tender shoots will not cease.” – (Job 14:7)

“[As] water wears away stones, [And as] torrents wash away the soil of the earth; So You destroy the hope of man.” – (Job 14:19)

“Where then [is] my hope? As for my hope, who can see it?” – (Job 17:15)

“He breaks me down on every side, And I am gone; My hope He has uprooted like a tree.” – (Job 19:10)

“For what is the hope of the hypocrite, Though he may gain [much], If God takes away his life?” – (Job 27:8)

“”If I have made gold my hope, Or said to fine gold, ‘[You are] my confidence’;” – (Job 31:24)

“Indeed, [any] hope of [overcoming] him is false; Shall [one not] be overwhelmed at the sight of him?” – (Job 41:9)

“Therefore my heart is glad, and my glory rejoices; My flesh also will rest in hope.” – (Psalms 16:9)

“Be of good courage, And He shall strengthen your heart, All you who hope in the LORD.” – (Psalms 31:24)

“A horse [is] a vain hope for safety; Neither shall it deliver [any] by its great strength.” – (Psalms 33:17)

“Behold, the eye of the LORD [is] on those who fear Him, On those who hope in His mercy,” – (Psalms 33:18)

“Let Your mercy, O LORD, be upon us, Just as we hope in You.” – (Psalms 33:22)

“For in You, O LORD, I hope; You will hear, O Lord my God.” – (Psalms 38:15)

“”And now, Lord, what do I wait for? My hope [is] in You.” – (Psalms 39:7)

“Why are you cast down, O my soul? And [why] are you disquieted within me? Hope in God, for I shall yet praise Him [For] the help of His countenance.*” – (Psalms 42:5)

“Why are you cast down, O my soul? And why are you disquieted within me? Hope in God; For I shall yet praise Him, The help of my countenance and my God.” – (Psalms 42:11)

“Why are you cast down, O my soul? And why are you disquieted within me? Hope in God; For I shall yet praise Him, The help of my countenance and my God.” – (Psalms 43:5)

“Do not trust in oppression, Nor vainly hope in robbery; If riches increase, Do not set [your] heart [on them].” – (Psalms 62:10)

“For You are my hope, O Lord GOD; [You are] my trust from my youth.” – (Psalms 71:5)

“But I will hope continually, And will praise You yet more and more.” – (Psalms 71:14)

“That they may set their hope in God, And not forget the works of God, But keep His commandments;” – (Psalms 78:7)

“Remember the word to Your servant, Upon which You have caused me to hope.” – (Psalms 119:49)

“My soul faints for Your salvation, But I hope in Your word.” – (Psalms 119:81)

“You [are] my hiding place and my shield; I hope in Your word.” – (Psalms 119:114)

“Uphold me according to Your word, that I may live; And do not let me be ashamed of my hope.” – (Psalms 119:116)

“I rise before the dawning of the morning, And cry for help; I hope in Your word.” – (Psalms 119:147)

“LORD, I hope for Your salvation, And I do Your commandments.” – (Psalms 119:166)

“I wait for the LORD, my soul waits, And in His word I do hope.” – (Psalms 130:5)

“O Israel, hope in the LORD; For with the LORD [there is] mercy, And with Him [is] abundant redemption.” – (Psalms 130:7)

“O Israel, hope in the LORD From this time forth and forever.” – (Psalms 131:3)

“Happy [is he] who [has] the God of Jacob for his help, Whose hope [is] in the LORD his God,” – (Psalms 146:5)

“The LORD takes pleasure in those who fear Him, In those who hope in His mercy.” – (Psalms 147:11)

“The hope of the righteous [will be] gladness, But the expectation of the wicked will perish.” – (Proverbs 10:28)

“When a wicked man dies, [his] expectation will perish, And the hope of the unjust perishes.” – (Proverbs 11:7)

“Hope deferred makes the heart sick, But [when] the desire comes, [it is] a tree of life.” – (Proverbs 13:12)

“Chasten your son while there is hope, And do not set your heart on his destruction.*” – (Proverbs 19:18)

“For surely there is a hereafter, And your hope will not be cut off.” – (Proverbs 23:18)

“So [shall] the knowledge of wisdom [be] to your soul; If you have found [it], there is a prospect, And your hope will not be cut off.” – (Proverbs 24:14)

“Do you see a man wise in his own eyes? [There is] more hope for a fool than for him.” – (Proverbs 26:12)

“Do you see a man hasty in his words? [There is] more hope for a fool than for him.” – (Proverbs 29:20)

“But for him who is joined to all the living there is hope, for a living dog is better than a dead lion.” – (Ecclesiastes 9:4)

“And I will wait on the LORD, Who hides His face from the house of Jacob; And I will hope in Him.” – (Isaiah 8:17)

“For Sheol cannot thank You, Death cannot praise You; Those who go down to the pit cannot hope for Your truth.” – (Isaiah 38:18)

“You are wearied in the length of your way; [Yet] you did not say, ‘There is no hope.’ You have found the life of your hand; Therefore you were not grieved.” – (Isaiah 57:10)

“Withhold your foot from being unshod, and your throat from thirst. But you said, ‘There is no hope. No! For I have loved aliens, and after them I will go.’” – (Jeremiah 2:25)

“O the Hope of Israel, his Savior in time of trouble, Why should You be like a stranger in the land, And like a traveler [who] turns aside to tarry for a night?” – (Jeremiah 14:8)

“”Blessed [is] the man who trusts in the LORD, And whose hope is the LORD.” – (Jeremiah 17:7)

“O LORD, the hope of Israel, All who forsake You shall be ashamed. “Those who depart from Me Shall be written in the earth, Because they have forsaken the LORD, The fountain of living waters.”" – (Jeremiah 17:13)

“Do not be a terror to me; You [are] my hope in the day of doom.” – (Jeremiah 17:17)

“For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the LORD, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope.” – (Jeremiah 29:11)

“There is hope in your future, says the LORD, That [your] children shall come back to their own border.” – (Jeremiah 31:17)

“All who found them have devoured them; And their adversaries said, ‘We have not offended, Because they have sinned against the LORD, the habitation of justice, The LORD, the hope of their fathers.’” – (Jeremiah 50:7)

“And I said, “My strength and my hope Have perished from the LORD.”" – (Lamentations 3:18)

“This I recall to my mind, Therefore I have hope.” – (Lamentations 3:21)

“”The LORD [is] my portion,” says my soul, “Therefore I hope in Him!”" – (Lamentations 3:24)

“[It is] good that [one] should hope and wait quietly For the salvation of the LORD.” – (Lamentations 3:26)

“Let him put his mouth in the dust– There may yet be hope.” – (Lamentations 3:29)

“They have envisioned futility and false divination, saying, ‘Thus says the LORD!’ But the LORD has not sent them; yet they hope that the word may be confirmed.” – (Ezekiel 13:6)

“‘When she saw that she waited, [that] her hope was lost, She took another of her cubs [and] made him a young lion.” – (Ezekiel 19:5)

“Then He said to me, “Son of man, these bones are the whole house of Israel. They indeed say, ‘Our bones are dry, our hope is lost, and we ourselves are cut off!’” – (Ezekiel 37:11)

“I will give her her vineyards from there, And the Valley of Achor as a door of hope; She shall sing there, As in the days of her youth, As in the day when she came up from the land of Egypt.” – (Hosea 2:15)

“Return to the stronghold, You prisoners of hope. Even today I declare [That] I will restore double to you.” – (Zechariah 9:12)

“And if you lend [to those] from whom you hope to receive back, what credit is that to you? For even sinners lend to sinners to receive as much back.” – (Luke 6:34)

“Therefore my heart rejoiced, and my tongue was glad; Moreover my flesh also will rest in hope.” – (Acts 2:26)

“But when her masters saw that their hope of profit was gone, they seized Paul and Silas and dragged [them] into the marketplace to the authorities.” – (Acts 16:19)

“so that they should seek the Lord, in the hope that they might grope for Him and find Him, though He is not far from each one of us;” – (Acts 17:27)

“But when Paul perceived that one part were Sadducees and the other Pharisees, he cried out in the council, “Men [and] brethren, I am a Pharisee, the son of a Pharisee; concerning the hope and resurrection of the dead I am being judged!”" – (Acts 23:6)

“I have hope in God, which they themselves also accept, that there will be a resurrection of [the] dead,* both of [the] just and [the] unjust.” – (Acts 24:15)

“And now I stand and am judged for the hope of the promise made by God to our fathers.” – (Acts 26:6)

“To this [promise] our twelve tribes, earnestly serving [God] night and day, hope to attain. For this hope’s sake, King Agrippa, I am accused by the Jews.” – (Acts 26:7)

“Now when neither sun nor stars appeared for many days, and no small tempest beat on [us], all hope that we would be saved was finally given up.” – (Acts 27:20)

“For this reason therefore I have called for you, to see [you] and speak with [you], because for the hope of Israel I am bound with this chain.”" – (Acts 28:20)

“who, contrary to hope, in hope believed, so that he became the father of many nations, according to what was spoken, “So shall your descendants be.”*” – (Romans 4:18)

“through whom also we have access by faith into this grace in which we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God.” – (Romans 5:2)

“and perseverance, character; and character, hope.” – (Romans 5:4)

“Now hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit who was given to us.” – (Romans 5:5)

“For the creation was subjected to futility, not willingly, but because of Him who subjected [it] in hope;” – (Romans 8:20)

“For we were saved in this hope, but hope that is seen is not hope; for why does one still hope for what he sees?” – (Romans 8:24)

“But if we hope for what we do not see, we eagerly wait for [it] with perseverance.” – (Romans 8:25)

“rejoicing in hope, patient in tribulation, continuing steadfastly in prayer;” – (Romans 12:12)

“For whatever things were written before were written for our learning, that we through the patience and comfort of the Scriptures might have hope.” – (Romans 15:4)

“And again, Isaiah says: “There shall be a root of Jesse; And He who shall rise to reign over the Gentiles, In Him the Gentiles shall hope.”*” – (Romans 15:12)

“Now may the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, that you may abound in hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.” – (Romans 15:13)

“whenever I journey to Spain, I shall come to you.* For I hope to see you on my journey, and to be helped on my way there by you, if first I may enjoy your [company] for a while.” – (Romans 15:24)

“Or does He say [it] altogether for our sakes? For our sakes, no doubt, [this] is written, that he who plows should plow in hope, and he who threshes in hope should be partaker of his hope.” – (1 Corinthians 9:10)

“And now abide faith, hope, love, these three; but the greatest of these [is] love.” – (1 Corinthians 13:13)

“If in this life only we have hope in Christ, we are of all men the most pitiable.” – (1 Corinthians 15:19)

“For I do not wish to see you now on the way; but I hope to stay a while with you, if the Lord permits.” – (1 Corinthians 16:7)

“And our hope for you [is] steadfast, because we know that as you are partakers of the sufferings, so also [you will partake] of the consolation.” – (2 Corinthians 1:7)

“Therefore, since we have such hope, we use great boldness of speech–” – (2 Corinthians 3:12)

“not boasting of things beyond measure, [that is], in other men’s labors, but having hope, [that] as your faith is increased, we shall be greatly enlarged by you in our sphere,” – (2 Corinthians 10:15)

“For we through the Spirit eagerly wait for the hope of righteousness by faith.” – (Galatians 5:5)

“the eyes of your understanding* being enlightened; that you may know what is the hope of His calling, what are the riches of the glory of His inheritance in the saints,” – (Ephesians 1:18)

“that at that time you were without Christ, being aliens from the commonwealth of Israel and strangers from the covenants of promise, having no hope and without God in the world.” – (Ephesians 2:12)

“There is one body and one Spirit, just as you were called in one hope of your calling;” – (Ephesians 4:4)

“according to my earnest expectation and hope that in nothing I shall be ashamed, but with all boldness, as always, so now also Christ will be magnified in my body, whether by life or by death.” – (Philippians 1:20)

“Therefore I hope to send him at once, as soon as I see how it goes with me.” – (Philippians 2:23)

“because of the hope which is laid up for you in heaven, of which you heard before in the word of the truth of the gospel,” – (Colossians 1:5)

“if indeed you continue in the faith, grounded and steadfast, and are not moved away from the hope of the gospel which you heard, which was preached to every creature under heaven, of which I, Paul, became a minister.” – (Colossians 1:23)

“To them God willed to make known what are the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles: which* is Christ in you, the hope of glory.” – (Colossians 1:27)

“remembering without ceasing your work of faith, labor of love, and patience of hope in our Lord Jesus Christ in the sight of our God and Father,” – (1 Thessalonians 1:3)

“For what [is] our hope, or joy, or crown of rejoicing? [Is it] not even you in the presence of our Lord Jesus Christ at His coming?” – (1 Thessalonians 2:19)

“But I do not want you to be ignorant, brethren, concerning those who have fallen asleep, lest you sorrow as others who have no hope.” – (1 Thessalonians 4:13)

“But let us who are of the day be sober, putting on the breastplate of faith and love, and as a helmet the hope of salvation.” – (1 Thessalonians 5:8)

“Now may our Lord Jesus Christ Himself, and our God and Father, who has loved us and given [us] everlasting consolation and good hope by grace,” – (2 Thessalonians 2:16)

“Paul, an apostle of Jesus Christ, by the commandment of God our Savior and the Lord Jesus Christ, our hope,” – (1 Timothy 1:1)

“These things I write to you, though I hope to come to you shortly;” – (1 Timothy 3:14)

“in hope of eternal life which God, who cannot lie, promised before time began,” – (Titus 1:2)

“looking for the blessed hope and glorious appearing of our great God and Savior Jesus Christ,” – (Titus 2:13)

“that having been justified by His grace we should become heirs according to the hope of eternal life.” – (Titus 3:7)

“but Christ as a Son over His own house, whose house we are if we hold fast the confidence and the rejoicing of the hope firm to the end.*” – (Hebrews 3:6)

“And we desire that each one of you show the same diligence to the full assurance of hope until the end,” – (Hebrews 6:11)

“that by two immutable things, in which it [is] impossible for God to lie, we might* have strong consolation, who have fled for refuge to lay hold of the hope set before [us].” – (Hebrews 6:18)

“This [hope] we have as an anchor of the soul, both sure and steadfast, and which enters the [Presence] behind the veil,” – (Hebrews 6:19)

“for the law made nothing perfect; on the other hand, [there is the] bringing in of a better hope, through which we draw near to God.” – (Hebrews 7:19)

“Let us hold fast the confession of [our] hope without wavering, for He who promised [is] faithful.” – (Hebrews 10:23)

“Blessed [be] the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who according to His abundant mercy has begotten us again to a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead,” – (1 Peter 1:3)

“Therefore gird up the loins of your mind, be sober, and rest [your] hope fully upon the grace that is to be brought to you at the revelation of Jesus Christ;” – (1 Peter 1:13)

“who through Him believe in God, who raised Him from the dead and gave Him glory, so that your faith and hope are in God.” – (1 Peter 1:21)

“But sanctify the Lord God* in your hearts, and always [be] ready to [give] a defense to everyone who asks you a reason for the hope that is in you, with meekness and fear;” – (1 Peter 3:15)

“And everyone who has this hope in Him purifies himself, just as He is pure.” – (1 John 3:3)

“Having many things to write to you, I did not wish [to do so] with paper and ink; but I hope to come to you and speak face to face, that our joy may be full.” – (2 John 1:12)

“but I hope to see you shortly, and we shall speak face to face. Peace to you. Our friends greet you. Greet the friends by name.” – (3 John 1:14)

What can we learn from this? It just jumps out at me that in all of His teaching, Jesus didn’t preach about hope. The only mention is not of the positive feel-goody type hope sermons we hear so often on television today.

The Wordle gives a clearer picture even. I think it becomes very obvious what the source of our hope is. As I read it, the five largest words are hope, Lord, God, Christ, and Jesus. When I think of hope, I think of Romans 5:5. “Now hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit who was given to us.”

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I praise God for the hope that we have in Him. Over the course of this week, I want to consider hope more in depth. What do you get from these passages?

Spiritual Warfare

“For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal but mighty in God for pulling down of strongholds…” (2 Corinthians 10:4)

As I grow up in the Lord, I am able more and more to notice the times when God is about to do some incredible things in my life simply by the depth of the spiritual warfare that surfaces. Situations tend to arise that keep me out of prayer or get me to that place where I am focusing too much on me and not enough on other people.

It is in these times when it is most vital for me to step back from my thoughts and realize the gravity of the situation. It is in these times when I feel so uninterested in prayer that it is most essential for me to consciously and willfully force myself to talk with God.

There are times when I feel like maybe I shouldn’t be in Del Rio after all. I feel like I am absolutely worthless for the Kingdom of God by being here. Somehow I’m not convinced that is the Holy Spirit telling me that. I still believe I am supposed to stay here a little while longer. As hard as that is to swallow at times…